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today = busy+bigbigheadache+stressed+hopeless

!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!!!!!@#$!@#$~!@#$!@#~!@ !!

FUCK IT . DAMN IT . HATE IT . KNS !

today long long day .
morning guides meeting , dance practice .
then find banner .
no enough $ to buy on spot .
ms kok our saviour said earliest tmr after 12pm e banner will be okay .
then nvm , fine .
was really short of time .
cos liling gna go back malaysia tmr for 1wk .
we went popular buy paper .
find , compare , blahblahblah .
really v fan lehhs .
i don't wish to care already .
got so fuckup man .

tmr have to chiong again ):
this few days i been really busy and neglect those that care & concern me .
sorry . i really getting flare up cos problems keep arising . while i was busy discussing banner deign thingy , parents keep calling me ask me why here why there .
no one even knows what i'm feeling now . banner stuffs gave me such a great stress , but no one really knows for what i'm so busy recently . cos i want everything to be perfect so put in alot of efforts in that . but why no one undst the pressue i having now . my dad even scolds me say why why i never ans his call blahblah . cos i was in school busy with my dance for the campfire performance , have to crack my silly brain for more ideas . thats why i can't ans yr call . still say what i don't ans yr call wna cut my line . you think the banner design so easy do meh ? if thats so easy , i wouldn't be so busy , i wouldn't get so fuckeup , i wouldn't sleep so late to get things done . since young , you don't undst whats the actual matter and just rant on me . enough ! you guys never evern think what happened if you guys in my shoe , what's the feeling ? how does it feels that nobody doesn't 体凉 you .

my problems i ownself settle now .
根本没有人会真真体凉我的忙,我的烦,我的无奈。

how i wish i can sleep forever . so everything will be gone .

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