Laxxyyy wake up , Went to see doc . Went to school for poa (: Collected my lousy phone , now okay le (: Trained to dg to go plaza sing with kelly , denise . Went to Diaso for some diy materials to make TD present . Homed , bathed & chiong to jo's house for cell group . Dinnered .
I surrendered all to God . I'll just do my part & let him finish the rest (:
Super hateeeeeeees it . Let's continue in this way . Cos it will become a useful tool driving you away from my mind . I gained more freedom (: Haha . I've tried my very best to cheerup . Thanks girlfriends , friends for cheering me up . :D
Ear pain , f***ing infection ): Seeing doc tmr . sianzxzzz , gotta eat medicine for another one month again . I know e doc surely give me antibiotic . That time p6 kena also give me 1mth medication . This time second round . Damn painpainpain !
Oh today went j8 with the usual clique . I laugh until stomacchhh painnn . Walked around , eat & home . Don't intend to go guides tmr as i'm visiting the doc . This month i don't know see how many docs already lor :x
Just one day if I could hold you in my arms Close to my heart where you belong love of my life you really are still be showering you with kisses like snow in winter remember back in the day we were like best of friends but we were falling in love we never could pretend night after night we used to talk about me and you the things we'd do together forever?
Do you believe in love? and the promise that it brings that you'll never grow apart well that's what she said to me why did you have to go? we were inseparable you and me will always be together for eternity
Just one day if I could touch your face again words can't describe how I'm feeling if I could turn back the hands of time I'd still be holding on wishes that you left behind remember moments when there was nothing better than a stroll in the park walking hand in hand I'll never forget the times we talked about me and you the things we do together forever
Do you believe in love? and the promise that it brings that you'll never grow apart well that's what she said to me why did you have to go? we were inseparable you and me will always be together for eternity
The words you said to me before you slipped away are still with me girl to this very day yeah in everything I do to everything I say you'll always be the sunshine in my life and yes I believe in love
Do you believe in love? and the promise that it brings that you'll never grow apart well that's what she said to me why did you have to go? we were inseparable you and me will always be together for eternity
I failed erasing you off my mind . Those memories flash through my mind . Everything about you is still in my mind . I force myself forgeting you . Very hard till i couldn't catch a breath . I don't know how long could i hold on .
Love knock me down . I'm super feeling down inside . But what can i do ? I still gotta fake a smile as if nothing happens at all . Fucking hate that empty feeling in my heart .
continuous 1month , weeks of medicine . I struggled , bleed to realise it's just a dream . It's a dream . I have to wake up from that silly dream .
Helloo peoples ! finally public my bloggy back . Weekends was spent with cousin :D Anyway , phone die on my hand badddly . Currently using another spare phone . Oh i think i gonna buy another sony phone . My budget 400plus . Gonna work very hard during holidays for that sum of money . should i buy the china phone which cost 60 bucks(include trade in) ? or the 400 plus sony phone ? my contact haven't last one year yet lor ! hmmmm . which is the better choice ? Tmr school starts at 830(: I can catch more sleep (: Lovesick.
i stuck . even thought i keep saying i've move on , how many percent i really move on ? In a relationship , both was loved & hurted at the same time . funny isn't that ?
Irrittattting ! I wanted to public back my blog . Buttt , no matter how many times i clicked , it doesn't work . KNS MAN .
Anyw , i doesn't know what i'm going thru now . what made me change drastically that i myself doesn't even know ? what made me turns the one i don't wan to ? why . i don't know how to speak honestly now . It seems every word came up frm my mouth is all lies , hidings . I don't know what i bloody wants in my life now . Confused . Really . Disappointments and disappointments . How am i going to say the truth ? I don't this seems-a-deathhyy-issue be a worry in some peoples' life . I just hope everything is a dreammm . But what if it's not a dream ? Who's gonna be the painkiller ? I used to have one but i don't take it hearty . And now , it have rejection of me .
Basically , today's a short school day . Had english common test today. And guess what ? the que is on HINI . Did finish the paper yeah (: Don't know whether going to pass that paper or flunk it . I scared too many grammar mistakes . BOOO .
Anyw , didn't really listen what teacher say during lesson . Let's hope LASTMINSELF-STUDY will help somehow . Sunday ,17 . I don't know how i'm gonna survive . I don't want to cry anymore , but couldn't control.
CommonTest coming . Stressd:/ Having moodswings , superdown , attitude ppls on tue . I'm really sorry . I don't want things to happen in this way too . I couldn't help it . Sorrrryyyy .
Maybe going to watch movie - xia dao siao with family . Hmmms . I got back my chem test result - 0/18 :D What the f sia . Everytime i wna study yet fall asleep . After he left my world , i don't have the motivation already . I felt damn empty in my heart . Maybe fate is toying with me .
Phrenz carnival . happy stuffs & unhappy stuffs . Let's talk about the happy stuffs . It's so great seeing our school singing national song in such a united way. Ohs the atmosphere is so lovely :D I suddenly rmb what Denise told me , BGR relationship can breaks anytime , but FRIENDSHIP always forever (: Indeed true . Once bitten , twice shy . Yesterday went for cg . went to eat kfc as dinner . Send kw , yl , hy ,christy to bus stop . And then walk home .
i miss you lik hell . i miss yr carings super much . i just wan you back . even thought it is just friendship . when lovers become strangers , everything changed .
We are living in a realistic society where external beauty is important. Sadly, few people pay much attention to "internal beauty" I guess going through an extreme make over is not everything in our life. While we may gain beauty, we may at the same time lost ourselves. It is sad that one's internal beauty can only discover when one becomes beautiful. Not everyone is blessed with beauty , different faces , different peoples make the world interesting . Think about it ,what if one day all of the earthlings become all babes & hunks , not even a ugly duckling . isin't that so common that nobody knows the true meaning of Beauty ? What is more important is to enhanced your internal beauty. Beauty without connotation is like a car without driver.
why i fall that deep this time ? i super hate it . why why why . The wound is even harder to heal while salt was sprinkle over it .
late again .
Today didn't plan to go schoool at all . Ytd talk on e phone till quite late . I still having headache , feels my head so heavy lik dat . Hahhs , but in the end still have to go . Cos' Dad said : "Headache is not a excuse for absence." I was like what the hell :/ usual lesson . i forget bring my file back . so yeah no homework ?! jialat case . bored . went home with sandra (:
blogger sot liao -.- fuck it man . low blood pressue is killing me . gna do homework liao (: don't feel lik going school tmr .
i give up forgeting you , cos i can't .
i don't know how to let go .
i just wan you by my side now .
I'm eating my supper now yea . I''m eating alots of junk foods recently . I didn't gain any weight , instead i lost weight . Wohahaheeeeeeee .. I gna start study tmr (:
hey junwen , faster recover alrights <3 !
This time i cried out . Embarrasing . I never been like this before . But it felt much better after crying . Everynight , i never fail to hug poohyy to sleep . I need to learn how to let go . Cos it's only the last way to say i love you .
Laxxyyy wake up , Went to see doc . Went to school for poa (: Collected my lousy phone , now okay le (: Trained to dg to go plaza sing with kelly , denise . Went to Diaso for some diy materials to make TD present . Homed , bathed & chiong to jo's house for cell group . Dinnered .
I surrendered all to God . I'll just do my part & let him finish the rest (:
Super hateeeeeeees it . Let's continue in this way . Cos it will become a useful tool driving you away from my mind . I gained more freedom (: Haha . I've tried my very best to cheerup . Thanks girlfriends , friends for cheering me up . :D
Ear pain , f***ing infection ): Seeing doc tmr . sianzxzzz , gotta eat medicine for another one month again . I know e doc surely give me antibiotic . That time p6 kena also give me 1mth medication . This time second round . Damn painpainpain !
Oh today went j8 with the usual clique . I laugh until stomacchhh painnn . Walked around , eat & home . Don't intend to go guides tmr as i'm visiting the doc . This month i don't know see how many docs already lor :x
Just one day if I could hold you in my arms Close to my heart where you belong love of my life you really are still be showering you with kisses like snow in winter remember back in the day we were like best of friends but we were falling in love we never could pretend night after night we used to talk about me and you the things we'd do together forever?
Do you believe in love? and the promise that it brings that you'll never grow apart well that's what she said to me why did you have to go? we were inseparable you and me will always be together for eternity
Just one day if I could touch your face again words can't describe how I'm feeling if I could turn back the hands of time I'd still be holding on wishes that you left behind remember moments when there was nothing better than a stroll in the park walking hand in hand I'll never forget the times we talked about me and you the things we do together forever
Do you believe in love? and the promise that it brings that you'll never grow apart well that's what she said to me why did you have to go? we were inseparable you and me will always be together for eternity
The words you said to me before you slipped away are still with me girl to this very day yeah in everything I do to everything I say you'll always be the sunshine in my life and yes I believe in love
Do you believe in love? and the promise that it brings that you'll never grow apart well that's what she said to me why did you have to go? we were inseparable you and me will always be together for eternity
I failed erasing you off my mind . Those memories flash through my mind . Everything about you is still in my mind . I force myself forgeting you . Very hard till i couldn't catch a breath . I don't know how long could i hold on .
Love knock me down . I'm super feeling down inside . But what can i do ? I still gotta fake a smile as if nothing happens at all . Fucking hate that empty feeling in my heart .
continuous 1month , weeks of medicine . I struggled , bleed to realise it's just a dream . It's a dream . I have to wake up from that silly dream .
Helloo peoples ! finally public my bloggy back . Weekends was spent with cousin :D Anyway , phone die on my hand badddly . Currently using another spare phone . Oh i think i gonna buy another sony phone . My budget 400plus . Gonna work very hard during holidays for that sum of money . should i buy the china phone which cost 60 bucks(include trade in) ? or the 400 plus sony phone ? my contact haven't last one year yet lor ! hmmmm . which is the better choice ? Tmr school starts at 830(: I can catch more sleep (: Lovesick.
i stuck . even thought i keep saying i've move on , how many percent i really move on ? In a relationship , both was loved & hurted at the same time . funny isn't that ?
Irrittattting ! I wanted to public back my blog . Buttt , no matter how many times i clicked , it doesn't work . KNS MAN .
Anyw , i doesn't know what i'm going thru now . what made me change drastically that i myself doesn't even know ? what made me turns the one i don't wan to ? why . i don't know how to speak honestly now . It seems every word came up frm my mouth is all lies , hidings . I don't know what i bloody wants in my life now . Confused . Really . Disappointments and disappointments . How am i going to say the truth ? I don't this seems-a-deathhyy-issue be a worry in some peoples' life . I just hope everything is a dreammm . But what if it's not a dream ? Who's gonna be the painkiller ? I used to have one but i don't take it hearty . And now , it have rejection of me .
Basically , today's a short school day . Had english common test today. And guess what ? the que is on HINI . Did finish the paper yeah (: Don't know whether going to pass that paper or flunk it . I scared too many grammar mistakes . BOOO .
Anyw , didn't really listen what teacher say during lesson . Let's hope LASTMINSELF-STUDY will help somehow . Sunday ,17 . I don't know how i'm gonna survive . I don't want to cry anymore , but couldn't control.
CommonTest coming . Stressd:/ Having moodswings , superdown , attitude ppls on tue . I'm really sorry . I don't want things to happen in this way too . I couldn't help it . Sorrrryyyy .
Maybe going to watch movie - xia dao siao with family . Hmmms . I got back my chem test result - 0/18 :D What the f sia . Everytime i wna study yet fall asleep . After he left my world , i don't have the motivation already . I felt damn empty in my heart . Maybe fate is toying with me .
Phrenz carnival . happy stuffs & unhappy stuffs . Let's talk about the happy stuffs . It's so great seeing our school singing national song in such a united way. Ohs the atmosphere is so lovely :D I suddenly rmb what Denise told me , BGR relationship can breaks anytime , but FRIENDSHIP always forever (: Indeed true . Once bitten , twice shy . Yesterday went for cg . went to eat kfc as dinner . Send kw , yl , hy ,christy to bus stop . And then walk home .
i miss you lik hell . i miss yr carings super much . i just wan you back . even thought it is just friendship . when lovers become strangers , everything changed .
We are living in a realistic society where external beauty is important. Sadly, few people pay much attention to "internal beauty" I guess going through an extreme make over is not everything in our life. While we may gain beauty, we may at the same time lost ourselves. It is sad that one's internal beauty can only discover when one becomes beautiful. Not everyone is blessed with beauty , different faces , different peoples make the world interesting . Think about it ,what if one day all of the earthlings become all babes & hunks , not even a ugly duckling . isin't that so common that nobody knows the true meaning of Beauty ? What is more important is to enhanced your internal beauty. Beauty without connotation is like a car without driver.
why i fall that deep this time ? i super hate it . why why why . The wound is even harder to heal while salt was sprinkle over it .
late again .
Today didn't plan to go schoool at all . Ytd talk on e phone till quite late . I still having headache , feels my head so heavy lik dat . Hahhs , but in the end still have to go . Cos' Dad said : "Headache is not a excuse for absence." I was like what the hell :/ usual lesson . i forget bring my file back . so yeah no homework ?! jialat case . bored . went home with sandra (:
blogger sot liao -.- fuck it man . low blood pressue is killing me . gna do homework liao (: don't feel lik going school tmr .
i give up forgeting you , cos i can't .
i don't know how to let go .
i just wan you by my side now .
I'm eating my supper now yea . I''m eating alots of junk foods recently . I didn't gain any weight , instead i lost weight . Wohahaheeeeeeee .. I gna start study tmr (:
hey junwen , faster recover alrights <3 !
This time i cried out . Embarrasing . I never been like this before . But it felt much better after crying . Everynight , i never fail to hug poohyy to sleep . I need to learn how to let go . Cos it's only the last way to say i love you .
Oh Hello ,
She's going 15 this year .
God send her down to this pretty earth on 25 september .
She adores her girlfriends .
She's friendly if you're a niceee person to her (:
