Ohh yeah ! the blogger finally works . & can someone teach me how to move on ? i'm stuck . i need to move on , i know . exams are coming , i can't go on like this anymore . i tried really very hard . really . but i seems living in the past , waiting & waiting . i want to get out of that trap . someone brought me into a cave safety , every actions ensure that i'm safe & secure , with enough warmth , oxygen & love . but i'm the selfish one letting go the safety jacket for the second time . bytchh . idk what to do .
Anyw , went dentist today to get my wisdom teeth out . i didn't know whether i got drug allegy then i say no . she numb my gum area with one injection . thanks god i didn't feel anything except the numbness . but back to class , i noticed some rashes on my hands & leg . so itchyyy man , i can't stop scratching . i think is drug allegy . stupid eh , i can't concentrate during e bio test as i keep scratching . gosh , i think i sure flunk this test & gna get it from Mr peterson . now still like itchyy eh , maybe gna see doc later .
After sch , went Amk hub with Denise & kelly & Aisyah :) went to toastbox for our lunch . LAKSA :D ! went artbox , shop around and then home-ed .
"if you really love something set it free. If it comes back it’s yours, if not it wasn’t meant to be.”
I tear you down I made you bleed eternally Can't help myself From hurting you when it's hurting me .
I don't know how to express those deepest feelings from my heart for you .
I hate everything now , now ! i hate it ! i gna anyhow rant out man ! i hate myself more ! i can't forget although i try really v hard . i'm so mentally tired . i've enough of my stupid life ! i don't even know what i'm doing this few days ! i need a break , a long break . i hate it ! i hate everything that's going on right now . i can't walk out ! i can't at all ! i tried , i really tried my v best to forget & move on . instead , i'm still wandering on that spot like a lost girl . it really bleeds this time round . i don't know how to carry on . i don't wan care already !
tired of those medicine . it only makes me feel so sleepy . alamak -.- anyw , ct3 coming le . gonna do my maths hw , cl hw & some revsion later . school was kinda entertaining eh . time flies really fast . wheeeee :D
blogger simply suxxxkkkyyys to da core man . i hate blogger now . OOOOOOOooooooooo !
today syvia come my house find me . slack . we took loads of photos , but can't upload to blogger leh ): ! wth . went j8 have my dinner . share with her loads of stuffs (:
let go & move on . no use wandering on that spot (: that's what syvia told me . i gotta live better (: i told aisyah i'll be strong & would't let her worry about me (: aisyah , i will back to the oh-so-cheerful girl you said . let time heals . i believe it will .
jiayous for yr exams , Olvl . i believe you can live better even without me . i know i hurt you deeply this round . Sorry for leaving you without a reason . Sorry for not giving you and myself another chance .
Woah , today basically just rotting at home , daydreaming :X Anyw , i suddenly feels like eating caramel corn . But lazxyy to buy :P
"Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you."
Today is 170709 , officially 2nd month (:
I'm eating my ytd diner + my breakfast + my lunch = noodle .
Haha , recently sick , no apetite to eat .
Later meeting baby :D !
Baby , thanks for what you wrote on yr blog yea .
Let actions speak those words .
"You will never know love unless you surrender to it."
& tmr is 2nd month . time flew so fast , and we make it . we gone thru many things together . who knows the future ? i just wanna cherish every sec with you (:
lazxyyy to post ! byeeee .
I'm drinking fleshly squeezed orange(: today end schol at 5 . whatch a long day . phewwww . & many peoples say i keep msging in class . they say is kinda obvious :P
MATHS TESTS , MATHS TESTS ,& MATHS TESTS . SCREWWWW UP , ALL MATHS ! ~!@!#@$%$^%&^$%
recently saw many people play plurk . sian thn go made one . hahaaa . shaggggg ! 1st day of eweek almost killed me . tmr lesson till 5lus again . tons of tests , hws :/ headache's killing me . i gna finish my work early & sleep early today . ohh ya , i need to buy my concealer tmr .
& God please , i don't wna fall sick this week . this week is full of maths tests and other tests . i don't wna miss any of e tests or else need to retest again .
Van mummmy faster recover so can see her on sat:D
Baby , misses (:
UPDATED . WOWWW , THIS WEEK IS FULL .
MON&TUE:SCH TILL V LATE . WED:MEETING VAN MY GAN MUMMMY THUR:MEETING SHAN FRI:2ND MONTH ANNI . SAT:SVC SUN:REVISION,FAMILYDAY.
Baby , 你让我无法自拔爱上你 I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you .
Today oral was okay i guess ? got soured by Denise cos she nothing better to do -.- thanks kelly my mushroom for her ai xin herbal tea yeah :D what a sweet sister i got (: there's a quote for her :
"Life is partly what we make it, and partly what it is made by the friends whom we choose." thanksyou(:
& I MISS MY BABY VM NOW ! I WNA FASTER SEE YOU NOW , NOW ! "Love is like a question, without you, the answer is simple to find. However with you, the answer remains a wonder to me,as while i gaze upon you, you answer it for me." :DDD
Baby , sorry that i hurt you . i know i'm not a good stead . glacing through those msgs , msgs and calls getting lesser & lesser , the words we use totally different , i then realised we drift further & further away . sorry .
Hello . Things isn't going the right way . I don't know why . I so super fucked up right now . I don't wan things turn up this way . God , i need your direction .
EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN . DAMN .
I can't get into sleep , so i'm here to blog(: Today went svc with baby . Today i finally felt God's presence . I struggle , vv xinku . I finally surrender , i gave my life to Christ again . After svc we went suntec to eat Dinner(:
Baby , what you going thru now , i have gone thru before . (christianity) In fact , i going thru the whole process now . But you're not the only one going thru this . Cos i'm always there walking beside you . I know you're so damn stressed out of olvl . I undst that , i never blame you at all . Baby , smile (: ! Loves .
Today school release at 12plus . Wowwww , no cca is kind of SHIOKK for me Hahaha . Discuss class T with class girls after school . & then went Pot house to celebrate her bday . Went with Sandra and Cat . We brought a chocolate cake for her(: After we arrive , Christy , Jiaqi , Peiting , Niki came too . And lastly still got Devi , she reach first {: We had pasta & it taste nice although it's cold already . Sang bday song for today's bday girl , pot ! We sang until halfway then we forget e knife to cut e cake . Like so super funny :DDD Btw , Great time (: Camwhore ! talks ! :xx
Went home w cat and sandra . That's all for today (: I hope tmr can go svc cos i miss my van mummmmy DAMN MUCH .
HAPPYBDAY , POT:D MAY ALL YR WISHES COME TRUE OKAYS! LOVES(:
Seeing this pic , my heart ache . i really miss my freaking nice fringe i used to have . my fringe now super ugly . arghhhhhs ! i swear i swear . I think Baby see le , ltr dump me:P
Ello :D 2days away from com . Haha . Today finally can't tahan the life w/out e com . Anyw , school life's HECTIC .
BYEBYEEEES , TAKING A NAP . MY PAINKILLER DOESN'T WORK . IT KILLS MY MOOD .
Ohh yeah ! the blogger finally works . & can someone teach me how to move on ? i'm stuck . i need to move on , i know . exams are coming , i can't go on like this anymore . i tried really very hard . really . but i seems living in the past , waiting & waiting . i want to get out of that trap . someone brought me into a cave safety , every actions ensure that i'm safe & secure , with enough warmth , oxygen & love . but i'm the selfish one letting go the safety jacket for the second time . bytchh . idk what to do .
Anyw , went dentist today to get my wisdom teeth out . i didn't know whether i got drug allegy then i say no . she numb my gum area with one injection . thanks god i didn't feel anything except the numbness . but back to class , i noticed some rashes on my hands & leg . so itchyyy man , i can't stop scratching . i think is drug allegy . stupid eh , i can't concentrate during e bio test as i keep scratching . gosh , i think i sure flunk this test & gna get it from Mr peterson . now still like itchyy eh , maybe gna see doc later .
After sch , went Amk hub with Denise & kelly & Aisyah :) went to toastbox for our lunch . LAKSA :D ! went artbox , shop around and then home-ed .
"if you really love something set it free. If it comes back it’s yours, if not it wasn’t meant to be.”
I tear you down I made you bleed eternally Can't help myself From hurting you when it's hurting me .
I don't know how to express those deepest feelings from my heart for you .
I hate everything now , now ! i hate it ! i gna anyhow rant out man ! i hate myself more ! i can't forget although i try really v hard . i'm so mentally tired . i've enough of my stupid life ! i don't even know what i'm doing this few days ! i need a break , a long break . i hate it ! i hate everything that's going on right now . i can't walk out ! i can't at all ! i tried , i really tried my v best to forget & move on . instead , i'm still wandering on that spot like a lost girl . it really bleeds this time round . i don't know how to carry on . i don't wan care already !
tired of those medicine . it only makes me feel so sleepy . alamak -.- anyw , ct3 coming le . gonna do my maths hw , cl hw & some revsion later . school was kinda entertaining eh . time flies really fast . wheeeee :D
blogger simply suxxxkkkyyys to da core man . i hate blogger now . OOOOOOOooooooooo !
today syvia come my house find me . slack . we took loads of photos , but can't upload to blogger leh ): ! wth . went j8 have my dinner . share with her loads of stuffs (:
let go & move on . no use wandering on that spot (: that's what syvia told me . i gotta live better (: i told aisyah i'll be strong & would't let her worry about me (: aisyah , i will back to the oh-so-cheerful girl you said . let time heals . i believe it will .
jiayous for yr exams , Olvl . i believe you can live better even without me . i know i hurt you deeply this round . Sorry for leaving you without a reason . Sorry for not giving you and myself another chance .
Woah , today basically just rotting at home , daydreaming :X Anyw , i suddenly feels like eating caramel corn . But lazxyy to buy :P
"Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you."
Today is 170709 , officially 2nd month (:
I'm eating my ytd diner + my breakfast + my lunch = noodle .
Haha , recently sick , no apetite to eat .
Later meeting baby :D !
Baby , thanks for what you wrote on yr blog yea .
Let actions speak those words .
"You will never know love unless you surrender to it."
& tmr is 2nd month . time flew so fast , and we make it . we gone thru many things together . who knows the future ? i just wanna cherish every sec with you (:
lazxyyy to post ! byeeee .
I'm drinking fleshly squeezed orange(: today end schol at 5 . whatch a long day . phewwww . & many peoples say i keep msging in class . they say is kinda obvious :P
MATHS TESTS , MATHS TESTS ,& MATHS TESTS . SCREWWWW UP , ALL MATHS ! ~!@!#@$%$^%&^$%
recently saw many people play plurk . sian thn go made one . hahaaa . shaggggg ! 1st day of eweek almost killed me . tmr lesson till 5lus again . tons of tests , hws :/ headache's killing me . i gna finish my work early & sleep early today . ohh ya , i need to buy my concealer tmr .
& God please , i don't wna fall sick this week . this week is full of maths tests and other tests . i don't wna miss any of e tests or else need to retest again .
Van mummmy faster recover so can see her on sat:D
Baby , misses (:
UPDATED . WOWWW , THIS WEEK IS FULL .
MON&TUE:SCH TILL V LATE . WED:MEETING VAN MY GAN MUMMMY THUR:MEETING SHAN FRI:2ND MONTH ANNI . SAT:SVC SUN:REVISION,FAMILYDAY.
Baby , 你让我无法自拔爱上你 I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you .
Today oral was okay i guess ? got soured by Denise cos she nothing better to do -.- thanks kelly my mushroom for her ai xin herbal tea yeah :D what a sweet sister i got (: there's a quote for her :
"Life is partly what we make it, and partly what it is made by the friends whom we choose." thanksyou(:
& I MISS MY BABY VM NOW ! I WNA FASTER SEE YOU NOW , NOW ! "Love is like a question, without you, the answer is simple to find. However with you, the answer remains a wonder to me,as while i gaze upon you, you answer it for me." :DDD
Baby , sorry that i hurt you . i know i'm not a good stead . glacing through those msgs , msgs and calls getting lesser & lesser , the words we use totally different , i then realised we drift further & further away . sorry .
Hello . Things isn't going the right way . I don't know why . I so super fucked up right now . I don't wan things turn up this way . God , i need your direction .
EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN . DAMN .
I can't get into sleep , so i'm here to blog(: Today went svc with baby . Today i finally felt God's presence . I struggle , vv xinku . I finally surrender , i gave my life to Christ again . After svc we went suntec to eat Dinner(:
Baby , what you going thru now , i have gone thru before . (christianity) In fact , i going thru the whole process now . But you're not the only one going thru this . Cos i'm always there walking beside you . I know you're so damn stressed out of olvl . I undst that , i never blame you at all . Baby , smile (: ! Loves .
Today school release at 12plus . Wowwww , no cca is kind of SHIOKK for me Hahaha . Discuss class T with class girls after school . & then went Pot house to celebrate her bday . Went with Sandra and Cat . We brought a chocolate cake for her(: After we arrive , Christy , Jiaqi , Peiting , Niki came too . And lastly still got Devi , she reach first {: We had pasta & it taste nice although it's cold already . Sang bday song for today's bday girl , pot ! We sang until halfway then we forget e knife to cut e cake . Like so super funny :DDD Btw , Great time (: Camwhore ! talks ! :xx
Went home w cat and sandra . That's all for today (: I hope tmr can go svc cos i miss my van mummmmy DAMN MUCH .
HAPPYBDAY , POT:D MAY ALL YR WISHES COME TRUE OKAYS! LOVES(:
Seeing this pic , my heart ache . i really miss my freaking nice fringe i used to have . my fringe now super ugly . arghhhhhs ! i swear i swear . I think Baby see le , ltr dump me:P
Oh Hello ,
She's going 15 this year .
God send her down to this pretty earth on 25 september .
She adores her girlfriends .
She's friendly if you're a niceee person to her (:
