Hmmmm. sometimes i do think what the feeling'll be if i happens to see him again.
What will happen? what will he react? will i just smiled and walked away if this situation occurs?
Will i stutter some words to talk and attract his reactions?
I thought everything isn't that worse. But what i really thinks was really wrong.
Those memories painted in my mind. Its like a eraser suddenly lost its function.
Of course, w couldn't take over his position in my <3.
Esp missed& loved the word silly.
missed& loved the way he rushed me kup the phone and sleep.
missed& loved those long nightalks over e phone.
missed& loved the way he want me to eat my medicine.
missed&loved the way he don't want me to skip my meals.
missed& loved the way he sent me off at the bustop.
missed&loved the way he made me laughs nonstop, cheeer me up.
missed&loved the way he gave me throat lozenges.
It's like a eraser losing its function.
Imissyoooou.
<333.
Believe no one but yourself.
S-T-R-E-S-S out :/
everytime problems come , it will be like a flow , one by one ..
so yeah , finally i know the truth . so yeah , a lesson learnt .
i finally learn three words : BELIEVE IN YOURSELF .
15th birthday
Offically Fifteen (:
Thanks those who wished me Happy Birthday.
Thanks guides for singing birthday song for me.
Thanks for the monkey bday present as well.
Thanks for bday cards ( Jiaqi & meiyi each )
But unexpectly, i finally know the truth which isn't quite a happy stuff.
what a super mighty great fall this time round.
Brunt
STRESS , THAT FEELING IS SO WEIGHTY .
EMOTIONAL , ANXIETY , TIGHTNESS , DREAD
EXAMS FASTER END !
run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away
& i don't ever want to turn back.
eat you apart
outsides hurting
insides falling apart.
thats really whatt i thinking now.
nothing going to bothers me now.
heck it.
Yonglin 10th bday(:
should do some fast blogging now as i gonna have my dinner soon :x !
oh yeah, today's my lil bro 10th bday (:
Happy Birthday to this Xiao Shuai Ge :D
wowww, this month so many birthdays eh . haha .
Byeee , peoples !
lucas 1st year bday
Okays fast blogging now(:
things turn out so suckzxxy.
i know myself well enough i tend to bottle everything out,
and then when i can't tahan already, it will be like a volcano BOMMMB OUT!
Anyway, earthlings, today's my younger cousin, Lucas Lim's 1st year Bday:D
Happy Birthday Mr Naughty (:
因为真正爱过 , 才痛 .
Today, stayed at home to study. Didn't go school again as my eyes still v pain and red. The tears keep coming out. Om, use tons of tissue, i eventually use finish the whole box of tissue :x ! Gotta study vhard for the coming eoyes le as i'm lagging behind. Jiayous peoples for coming eoyes :D I tell myself, i wasted more than half of the year slacking, rotting, let's just chiong whatever i can to promote to 4E this time. Yes, i finally wake up. I really hope is not too late. I used to say i want go 4a nxt yr, but now, nooo way. I need to go 4e with KJD :D Let's just mug very hard this 3 weeks, then i can enjoy. Targeting at least a passing grade for maths. I have done so many things that disappointed the loved ones around me. I knew i dishearten them. I'm gonna use this last chance to prove something that i can study when i want. So let' c'man ! Studying (:
Eye infection ): I cried till eye infection , wtheck ! Mc two days. sianzzxx . going back school tmr . I just need to cheerup now . Tears ,breakdowns seems nothing to me already . Thanks ah , you made me learn how to be stronger , at the same time weak-ing me .
Hohohoho ! Holidays gonna end le . At least after holidays i got something to keep me busy from wild thoughts ? Hahaa . I'm just totally shag . I wondered how was you now . Going to have my dinner le (:
blogger is such lousy nowadays . suddenly feels like switching to onsugar , cos blogger got probs uploading pics . & one other reason - memories . considering ba .
After viewing the brave girl's blog , really admired the bravness she had . Let's take a break for a longer journey (:
shop still under construction ! Anyw, here's the link for our blogshop :
Hey lovelies (: Opening a blogshop with bestie , Shira :D Opening soon , do support !
We enter relationships as a somebody who care much more enough and leave as a nobody . when will you _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ to me ?
Holidays here i come :D ! Have to study for maths retest on mon . Wish me goodlucks (: Sat&Sun - i'm booked ;D Girlfriends occupied my life now . hearts you girls man <3 .
Ellos (: Let's summarise the days i haven't blog about .
Saturday - rotting at home ? Doctor. Sunday - Cookie baking for Teachers'Day @ Denise'house w kelly :D
Today , i was late for school again :x I was damn sleepyyy , can't wake up eh . Chiong to school , had cross country in the early morning . kjdx said all walk together . In the end , started to jog and run back to school with Denise . We pangseh kelly & joan . sorryeas:x ! I got 35th position don't know upon ninty plus students i think .. That's lousyyy . Celebration stuffs like that , spreading the love of handmade cookies proudly done by three of us to teachers :D Disiaoooed kelly cos of her one jar of cookies for her *ahmm* Then , meet shixian with meiyi back to pcps(: Lee lao shi became more and more handsome hor ! :x haha . Mrs low wasn't there as she wasn't feeling well , thats sad ): Eat our lunch there , and it was like super cheap (: Toured around , primary school memories flash back . Time flew so fast , we're now sec3s . Looking back at those times i struggled with my studies , all became worth it as well . i have almost complete my sec school education with one year left (: one more year, must well chiong to the best :x !
life , there're always more things ahead waiting for me to discover .
as what sisters say , i deserve someone better .
so let's see who will be the charming prince to sew those cuts on the heart .
let nature takes its course and time will prove i've got over you .
Hmmmm. sometimes i do think what the feeling'll be if i happens to see him again.
What will happen? what will he react? will i just smiled and walked away if this situation occurs?
Will i stutter some words to talk and attract his reactions?
I thought everything isn't that worse. But what i really thinks was really wrong.
Those memories painted in my mind. Its like a eraser suddenly lost its function.
Of course, w couldn't take over his position in my <3.
Esp missed& loved the word silly.
missed& loved the way he rushed me kup the phone and sleep.
missed& loved those long nightalks over e phone.
missed& loved the way he want me to eat my medicine.
missed&loved the way he don't want me to skip my meals.
missed& loved the way he sent me off at the bustop.
missed&loved the way he made me laughs nonstop, cheeer me up.
missed&loved the way he gave me throat lozenges.
It's like a eraser losing its function.
Imissyoooou.
<333.
Believe no one but yourself.
S-T-R-E-S-S out :/
everytime problems come , it will be like a flow , one by one ..
so yeah , finally i know the truth . so yeah , a lesson learnt .
i finally learn three words : BELIEVE IN YOURSELF .
15th birthday
Offically Fifteen (:
Thanks those who wished me Happy Birthday.
Thanks guides for singing birthday song for me.
Thanks for the monkey bday present as well.
Thanks for bday cards ( Jiaqi & meiyi each )
But unexpectly, i finally know the truth which isn't quite a happy stuff.
what a super mighty great fall this time round.
Brunt
STRESS , THAT FEELING IS SO WEIGHTY .
EMOTIONAL , ANXIETY , TIGHTNESS , DREAD
EXAMS FASTER END !
run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away run away
& i don't ever want to turn back.
eat you apart
outsides hurting
insides falling apart.
thats really whatt i thinking now.
nothing going to bothers me now.
heck it.
Yonglin 10th bday(:
should do some fast blogging now as i gonna have my dinner soon :x !
oh yeah, today's my lil bro 10th bday (:
Happy Birthday to this Xiao Shuai Ge :D
wowww, this month so many birthdays eh . haha .
Byeee , peoples !
lucas 1st year bday
Okays fast blogging now(:
things turn out so suckzxxy.
i know myself well enough i tend to bottle everything out,
and then when i can't tahan already, it will be like a volcano BOMMMB OUT!
Anyway, earthlings, today's my younger cousin, Lucas Lim's 1st year Bday:D
Happy Birthday Mr Naughty (:
因为真正爱过 , 才痛 .
Today, stayed at home to study. Didn't go school again as my eyes still v pain and red. The tears keep coming out. Om, use tons of tissue, i eventually use finish the whole box of tissue :x ! Gotta study vhard for the coming eoyes le as i'm lagging behind. Jiayous peoples for coming eoyes :D I tell myself, i wasted more than half of the year slacking, rotting, let's just chiong whatever i can to promote to 4E this time. Yes, i finally wake up. I really hope is not too late. I used to say i want go 4a nxt yr, but now, nooo way. I need to go 4e with KJD :D Let's just mug very hard this 3 weeks, then i can enjoy. Targeting at least a passing grade for maths. I have done so many things that disappointed the loved ones around me. I knew i dishearten them. I'm gonna use this last chance to prove something that i can study when i want. So let' c'man ! Studying (:
Eye infection ): I cried till eye infection , wtheck ! Mc two days. sianzzxx . going back school tmr . I just need to cheerup now . Tears ,breakdowns seems nothing to me already . Thanks ah , you made me learn how to be stronger , at the same time weak-ing me .
Hohohoho ! Holidays gonna end le . At least after holidays i got something to keep me busy from wild thoughts ? Hahaa . I'm just totally shag . I wondered how was you now . Going to have my dinner le (:
blogger is such lousy nowadays . suddenly feels like switching to onsugar , cos blogger got probs uploading pics . & one other reason - memories . considering ba .
After viewing the brave girl's blog , really admired the bravness she had . Let's take a break for a longer journey (:
shop still under construction ! Anyw, here's the link for our blogshop :
Hey lovelies (: Opening a blogshop with bestie , Shira :D Opening soon , do support !
We enter relationships as a somebody who care much more enough and leave as a nobody . when will you _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ to me ?
Holidays here i come :D ! Have to study for maths retest on mon . Wish me goodlucks (: Sat&Sun - i'm booked ;D Girlfriends occupied my life now . hearts you girls man <3 .
Ellos (: Let's summarise the days i haven't blog about .
Saturday - rotting at home ? Doctor. Sunday - Cookie baking for Teachers'Day @ Denise'house w kelly :D
Today , i was late for school again :x I was damn sleepyyy , can't wake up eh . Chiong to school , had cross country in the early morning . kjdx said all walk together . In the end , started to jog and run back to school with Denise . We pangseh kelly & joan . sorryeas:x ! I got 35th position don't know upon ninty plus students i think .. That's lousyyy . Celebration stuffs like that , spreading the love of handmade cookies proudly done by three of us to teachers :D Disiaoooed kelly cos of her one jar of cookies for her *ahmm* Then , meet shixian with meiyi back to pcps(: Lee lao shi became more and more handsome hor ! :x haha . Mrs low wasn't there as she wasn't feeling well , thats sad ): Eat our lunch there , and it was like super cheap (: Toured around , primary school memories flash back . Time flew so fast , we're now sec3s . Looking back at those times i struggled with my studies , all became worth it as well . i have almost complete my sec school education with one year left (: one more year, must well chiong to the best :x !
life , there're always more things ahead waiting for me to discover .
as what sisters say , i deserve someone better .
so let's see who will be the charming prince to sew those cuts on the heart .
let nature takes its course and time will prove i've got over you .
Oh Hello ,
She's going 15 this year .
God send her down to this pretty earth on 25 september .
She adores her girlfriends .
She's friendly if you're a niceee person to her (:
